I really didn’t think that it was that unusual to want someone to count on. I just am soooo tired of being let down. Especially at this point in my life when I need support the most. I just thought the person I have been seeing and who really really likes me, and even told me that he was falling in love with me, can’t keep his word and see me before I leave for 3 weeks back to Scotland. He has been saying he would come to my hometown to meet my family for weeks.

Its times like these I really wish my Mom was here… she was my biggest support.<3 RIP Mommy

end of my rant.